picture in my mind

This past few weeks have messed with my fragile routine;
while my psyche has a complete overhaul,
real life schedules take a backseat.
This is a pattern I've noticed.
I maybe need to schedule in regular and good proper downtime for psyche revamps
to buffer for such situations.

Cause when I return to physical and external life,
suddenly I'm overwhelmed,
and my deadlines are about to bowl me over.

Not usually my thing but I've had to back out from planned friend-meets

and just sit with my deadlines.

 

 

 

come on, S, fight the negativity,

forgive yourself,

and ganbatte.

(look at this cute bird trying to karate or something)