picture in my mind

Stress. So much of it. Fridays used to be good days, but lately, it's been depressing, cause Mr Kadir will make us do physics prelim questions and I'll make mistakes everywhere and not know how to do. Progress reports are out too and it reminded me of how dismal my grades are. And overall morale crushing. Am so angry with self.

Then there's the whole testimonial business we have to settle. I hate selling myself. It makes everything so insincere. Apparently, that's how the world works - Well, I hate it. The world is confusing me again.

Blogspot should have smilies. Then I can just put faces instead of trying to describe my state of mind. Crying smiley would sum up today's post.

I like Natasha Bedingfield's song. I bruise easily.