It's less than 2 weeks to my career move out of the hospital to the community -- and my god, the backlog work. Not to mention the typical Muprhy's-law type situation that results in the convergence of this event with other events in my life that leaves me seriously, with miniscule hours of rest.
I am so exhausted, it's ridiculous.
And of course my N-type personality (i.e. the opposite of S; a topic which deserves a separate post on a separate day) does not help me at all because though I plan to do things, I don't end up completing them in the time it was stipulated. What N-people do is delve into a thing for hours on end and don't get out, and when they finally do, they realise, oops, did I over-run? This repeatedly happens to me with all my major projects, so essentially I really cannot have more than one thing (okay, maybe a few things) happening at any one time. And then I get upset with myself because I cannot do all the things I wanted to do well enough.
I will make a long happy post about my thoughts on work/future/plans,
when I am finally out and settled and ready for a new adventure.
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"And then I get upset with myself because I cannot do all the things I wanted to do well enough."
Too true, sigh.
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We need to discuss. I plan to develop my S, enough at least to harness my N.
Because N on its own sadly cannot sustain itself in this cruel world.
Going out to the community sounds challenging but exciting! Is it a temporary posting or a permanent transfer?
All the best with it :)
-jiawen
Thanks, JW! Technically it's temporary, but we will see........ heheh. (:
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