picture in my mind

All the people in my house are learning arabic. (Also, my aunt and her friend have Arabic lessons here too!) :s It's making me feel... guilty? left behind? threatened? I must find a way to buck up. There's this wall of Arabic grammar that hits you whilst learning, and if not enough effort is put in, and with excuses of lack of time and opportunity, you can get stuck at one position forever. Oh noes. I need to develop focus, seriously. Distractions (e.g. sappy korean dramas) = personal major challenge in life.